Wednesday, July 23, 2008
America the Beautiful
This is the Painted Desert.
This is part of the Grand Canyon. It is breathtaking!
This pic reminds me of the motel on Cars only that one was orange cones. This one is also on Route 66.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Feeling better
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Recovery
We had a really long vacation. I confess I am more stressed than I am telling anyone. I don't know how much of my struggle is money, the business, depression, or lack of giving it to God. I know it all stems from my relationship with Him, but the harder I try at everything the harder I fall it seems. For instance there is a person in my life that I really want to love and become closer to, but they always lash out in ways I have never experienced. The more I force it the worse I feel when I am hurt. I am quitting my anti-depressant so that plus all the other things is making me feel like someone else. So if I pull away and act distant don't let me. And now to lighten up the mood, this would all stop if my maid would come back. Oh wait I don't have a maid. Well, crap! I guess maybe I'll just have to start drinking.